In Search of Lost Life

Fears unknown and known
I had to face,
Unexpected that you would let down.
From past you took me to future.
'hoped for a love that lasts,
wished, for you to come back.
Hate agaianst you now I bear,
Despise too, for you uncovered my fear....
Eternity of love you spoke of,
your hypocrisy and my life's lost!
Time and again I ask,
where was my fault.....
While I suffered,
Why did you just bask??

As I stroll on the path,
the lonely shadows follow on.
As I walk around
alone on the damp earth,
the pain still lingers on...

I have tried hard to run away,
but the past never leaves me.
Beneath the blanket of sky as I lay,
The songs of future called upon;
While the bliss of present is far gone.....

In the race against the unknown,
a heavy baggage I carried along.
I searched for a drain to shed away,
until it got the better of me.
I searched for a corner to cry away,
until the tears had dried in me!