In Search of Lost Life

Fears unknown and known
I had to face,
Unexpected that you would let down.
From past you took me to future.
'hoped for a love that lasts,
wished, for you to come back.
Hate agaianst you now I bear,
Despise too, for you uncovered my fear....
Eternity of love you spoke of,
your hypocrisy and my life's lost!
Time and again I ask,
where was my fault.....
While I suffered,
Why did you just bask??

As I stroll on the path,
the lonely shadows follow on.
As I walk around
alone on the damp earth,
the pain still lingers on...

I have tried hard to run away,
but the past never leaves me.
Beneath the blanket of sky as I lay,
The songs of future called upon;
While the bliss of present is far gone.....

In the race against the unknown,
a heavy baggage I carried along.
I searched for a drain to shed away,
until it got the better of me.
I searched for a corner to cry away,
until the tears had dried in me!

Abstract Joy

The mind caressed every thought,
Smooth breeze flowing thro' the locks
whistled in the ears the sound of the conch.
the whispers of the waves merged with the victorious smiles
a fragrance were sent by hum of the tides....
the fragrance of eternal truth,
the glimpse of the sublime.....

The zephyr comprising in the secret of happiness,
ether seemed realise the oneness.
Aves passing by the joyous smile,
the glory of sadness sung by the clouds....
moments which were once a pathos,
now were the lessons of the future.

Innocence long forgotten
love unleashed the forces within.
ignorance once a bliss, now a sin,
Wisdom gained out of path long trodden.
Silence emanated from the gaps within,
the silence which now merged with the One.